Some days it is harder for me to make the “turn” to the light than others.I get sucked in sometimes by the fear and what could happen down the road.If I allow it to grow, my fear becomes anxiety and rules my life affecting my relationships, my parenting, how I feel inside, my self-care and more. So I make a conscious effort to be aware of the dark side and even befriend it. Weird, I know. Yet somehow when I befriend it using energy healing and meditation, the powerful combination buoys me to move forward. NO it is not always comfortable. Yes sometimes I cry (though I cry expressing many of my feelings). Does it always get better? YES. If you want help, just ask.